Is Her Heart Still Beating?


I can't believe I had to see
The girl of my dreams cheating on me
The pain you caused has left me dead inside
I'm gonna make sure, you regret that night
I feel you close, I feel you breathe
And now it's like you're here
You're haunting me
You're out of line, you're out of sight
You're the reason that we started this fight
But I know,
I just gotta let it go,
I, should've known
I gotta learn to say goodbye now
I throw my armour down,
And leave the battleground
For the final time now,
I, I know.
I'm running from a warzone
In our house, I hate that place,
Everywhere I walk I see your face
Try to erase a memory with a flame,
And hope I never see you again
Standing here, in this burning room,
You know the end could never come so soon,
It's clear to me,
The lies you use,
The ones that killed me ain't hurting you,
So I know,
I just gotta let it go,
I, should've known
I gotta learn to say goodbye now
I throw my armour down,
And leave the battleground
For the final time now,
I, I know.
I'm running from a warzone
I'm running from a warzone
I can't do this anymore
I'm running from a warzone
What are we fighting for?
I'm running from a warzone


 


berapa kali aku cuba remind diri aku sendiri, berapa kali aku cuba, tiap tiap kali, w/o fails.
aku bebel sendiri, aku cakap; "kalau dia buleh bahagia tinggalkan aku, kenapa aku tak buleh bahagia lepaskan dia?" Kenapa aku nak kena torture diri aku hari hari sebab thoughts about us datang menjelma? padahal dia ntah di mana dengan perempuan itu,sedang seronok? apa bengap aku ni? sampai bila aku nak mcm ni? dah bulan July kot, dah masuk bulan baru. berapa kali nak jd bodoh? berapa kali nak menangis? berapa kali nak sedih? kalau aku buleh dengan selamba komen "hg buat lawak hambar lah" bila aku tgok or dengar lawak yg sama berulang ulang kali dah aku dah tak buleh nak berdekah, kenapa aku tak buleh apply the same thing on this matter? alahai, bodohnya aku. 
ya bodohnya aku. 

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